A few months ago, while listening to my Pastor teach a lesson on how God blesses, he said something that made me sit up a bit more in my chair.
“We don’t dictate how God blesses” – Pastor Tim.
Wait…what?
You mean all those selfish prayers I pray each morning are not what God wants for me. Alright, I am being melodramatic, and I do know that God wants to protect, bless, and heal us because He loves us.
But my takeaway was different, I had spent years and I mean years…go back several years on my blogs and see where I write, no lie, what I “expected” the year to be like for me.
I was challenged by Pastor Tim’s words. I looked into my journal, drew a line through what I wanted for this year, and wrote the following:
“To do only what God has dreamed for me.”
I have no idea what that may be, and we are almost halfway through the year, and I am still unaware. But I do know one thing, He’s asking me to show up, be present in my life, and stop dictating what I need and want Him to do.
God knows my heart and sees my needs and wants, so why am I whining about it?
One thing I know to be true is that there are my plans, and there are God’s plans, and His are always so much better than anything I could ever dream up for myself.
So, yes, I no longer dictate to God how to bless me, for I only want what He has dreamed for me, and the privilege of waiting and watching the miracles unfold is the greatest blessing I can ask for.
I encourage you to do the same.
In the waiting, give thanks, and in the watching, serve.
“What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you” – Jesus (Mark 8:36)